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3.31.2009 || 2:58 PM
♥
my heart feels empty,
but i cant seems to let you off NOW!
it is not the time now to let you off.
even i am not yours,
but YOU ARE STILL MINE for now (L).
trying to give you a nice BIG smile.
talk to alwin till 1plus, was bored & tired.
but after he hangup. i wasnt.
i went to finish maths homework.
dden around 4am den sleep. ZZZ.
tired uh, stupid.
i think somehow i made you angry?
*SCREWWED ME.!
went to school, took bus with shanika, & her friend.
took 139 toether to.
den i went to sit with my chocogirl, cause joselyn was taken alr.
went pass BMSS, saw qianni and her bf.
OMG. THANK YOU SO MUCH YESTERDAY ALRIGHT.
ily <3.
reach school & went to find DEANNA & CAROLINE.
i mix well with sec one though, :DDD
was ,moody @ that time. didnt felt like living.
went back to class, waited for bell to ring then go for POA lesson.
OMG, there was a quarreling sesion before mdm yani came.
shouldnt eleborate more eh. JUST RELAX.
never eat anything during recess. TSK!
weiling went home cause she not feeling well.
ARGH! i also want go home.
no appitite, argh! no feeling well maybe.
lessons continue to get bored.
soon, lose interest in paying attention luhh.
end school with a report writting & i think i screw it up.
mayb,BIG TIME!
took bus back. saw deanna and caroline.
take 139, saw brendan &chocogirl<3.
HOME~BATHED.
i smell nice nice. ahahahas.
got music lesson later. ._.
sorry for yesterday,
sorry for today.
but i really cannot let you go like this.
actions speaks louder den word.
i realy cant let you go.
HOW.?
i need to stop thinking abou penknifes.
i need to put STOP to everything.
including loving you.
BUT I KNOW I CANT.
i know i may not be yours
BUT I STILL WANT YOU TO BE MINE!.
i will try not to. but it is impossilbe.
it HURTS, i need medicine to cure.
I NEED ESTACY. ♥
i think i fell in love with you?
& i know, it will never be true.
i ♥ed you, deeply.
hope you understand.
iloveyou♥
