[♥]
i don't want a false hope that you give.
i dont want to be as sad as before.

XINGYUN(L)

PEIYING(L)

and of course, i know i look like SHIT in spec.
so SHUT up because i dont think you did look any better.

♥'3/04/09
Yeeeeeeeeeeees. I just got home. :)
super tired uh, went school alone.
"great" thanks to SHANIKA who pangseh me.
messaged RHYS(L) while walking to the bus-stop.
WTH, i saw my EYCANDY (L) at the bus stop.
i know is dam dam SUPER random.
OMG, he told my friend that look lke some CHAOAHLIAN.
please i am not! i am not a CHAOAHLIAN alright.
i good girl eh. :DDD
too bus 147 to opp bukit mearh sec, waited for 139.
took bus, went school with JOSELYN(L).
went school, went find deanna & caroline <3. color="#ff0000">(L) ipod.
dam cool uh. I [♥] 007. he is mine.!
after recess was physic, SUPER FUNNY.
there was a moth/butterfly inside DEANNA file.
den she scream say inside got insects. )':
WTH, i hate insects. i am afraid of it too.
den guojun went to open the file.
den me & JOSELYN(L) see den scream la.
very scary, TSK! den WEILIN(L) dont believe lor.
den guojun open again.
WEILIN(L) reaction dam cute uh.
fym, the moth/butterfly like arron alot eh.
ahahas. :DD den we were like, your ancestors.
better pray to him.hahahahahsa :DDDD.
den CME lesson change to GEOGRAPHY. omg.
see Mdm. Yeo for like 3 periods lar. SUPER SIANZ.
got open book test lor. i PASSED my geog test suprisingly.
wooohooo, i ROCK big time.
have guides and end @ 6plus. went dawson and back home!

♥'4/04/09
went for tution ALONE yeah.
BTW, i am not EMO-ing. hahahhahas.
reach there, had english lesson. i was like super quiet lar.
THATS LIKE SO NOT ME! hahahhas.
borrowed PSP from crystal to play. and den started talking
& getting addicted to the PSP lor. hahahahas.
den maths class, teacher say i starting to become like crystal.
because teacher ask me to do on the board den i was like WTH!
STUPID ME! SCREWWED ME!
went home, here i am posting.
but going to much-much cause my aunty got food for me.
ARGH! this is my 1st and last meal. I AM GOWING FAT everyday!
studying later, maybe at BMC macs with kenn and the rest.
ALRIGHT, got to go. BYES!

(L)OVES you guys.

i need medicine to cure my feelings,
i am so dam CONFUSE now!
i really don't want it to happen again.
i dont feel like being hurt or maybe dont even want to.
i am afraid it will happen again without fail.
cause i know it will be.
SHOULD I AVOID, no i cant
i wont bear to leave you alone.
i guess i a already starting to (L)ove you.
& i swear i do, i cant make myself to STOP.
it will never be TRUE to be together,but i guess i will just HOLD you tight,
till someone has come into your heart.
(L), More than words can ever describe.
& (You), Nothing can ever replace you.
I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU terribly.

edited @ 8.16pm: (L)
feeing kinda terrible now!
ARGH! falling sick. but nevermind.
currently talkin to RHYS(L) & DADDY(L) .
MUMMY(L) take caer alright, tml you will be in malaysia.
take care. i miss you.
watching show too!, AHAHAAHAHAS.
PI LI M.I.T rocks. 007 IS MINE!!!
oh no, JINGYI(L) is snatching it away from me.
hope you are feeling better.?
REMEBER TO DO WHAT YOU PROMISE ME!<3
anyway, hope your practice for today will be GOOD!
JIAYOU, your can make it! (L)oves.