Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*Vivian, วิเวียน!
26/12.
SHINEE!
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[]'Girl, Caremas Snapping, cookie monster, Texting Messages, Ringing Phonecalls, Talkative are my all time favourite. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go crazy over them. lastly, music is my passion!

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LEE TAEMIN [이태민]
i fell in with you since i first saw you.
YOU ARE MINE NOW.
I YOU!


The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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Karen. yuting. finn. Shirley. Deanna. HuiShan. Angel.

vivien.
gekpeng.
huijia.
miner.


ABC; alwin audrey audrey adriana babysasa cynthia chloe crystal.t chloe carilyn

DEFG; dawn dee don emelia elvira fiona fiona gladys

HIJ; huiling huilin hee eun jesse jack jooseng jonathan jiawei jamie janet jessica justina jamie jason jiawen kelly karuna kenneth kianhwee

LMNO; leona

PQR; priscilla priscilla.o priscilla qianni ruiyi rachel

STU; shumei siying siew fang shermaine shanika sharon tanya

VWX; valentina vanessa wenxin wendy XueTing xiaoqiang xiuwen

YZ; zachary

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone







“life will be better in spring”
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6.30.2009 || 3:45 PM


i'll wait for you no matter what.!



PEEK-A-BOO!
went to school, ):
early morning kena caught for attire and hair.
STUPID DM! *curse you!
have P.E for the first two periods.
didnt go cause forget to bring!
*swear it wasnt on purpose!
stayed with adel, text xijie and foowai!
stupid uh! (: mr.kong dam cute!
RAYMOND CUTER! *those that know,
SHHHHH! SHUT UP ALRIGHT!
omg, retardeds!
went home after walking deanna home!!!
HAHAHAHAS. (:
text adel, foowai, xijie & jason!
studying with adel next thursday! (:
hahahas. heading to chinatown for music later!!!
post when i am back.!
*I WILL TRY! <3

'edited:
yeah! i end my music lesson! (:
SUPER FUNN!! (:
intending to learn guitar !(: maybe electric!!!
eh, hope teacher lillian and angeline would join!!!!
had a hard time quarreling with my sis for this stupid com!!!
)): SAD! duno what to post leh, post tml!
BYES! off to study. ((:
text me if you have anything!

love will go on, i guess!


6.29.2009 || 3:41 PM

ell-oh-vee-ee.

SCHOOL RE-OPEN. (:
oh-no, kinda woke up late.
meet shanikaat the bus stop aound 6.3o
but reach at 6.4o,
so sorry ): .
bestietext me! ((:
hahahas. he was alone in the bus, poor you!
meet joselyn in the bus 139!
i think i saw alwin sister! *WINK!
school was kinda very de sianz, boring!
text shanika, gary, jason & bestie!
HOME! after school! (:
bu home with jiaxin & saw carilyn.
tired!tired!tired!
ater having tution!
LOVES<3

6.28.2009 || 6:36 PM

HELLOS;
LETS START WRITTING POEMS. (:


inpiration,
you are to me.
dreams,
tidal waves we have rode together,
dishes we have made up and taken together,
pages of letter we have written together.
our own moments and memories
haing fun together wherever we are when we were together,
riding bicycle in long beaches,
my birthday party and your birthday party.
this dairy,
filled with beautiful pages and page,
of our endearing friendship times,
filled with our thoughts and words,
always treasured from teenage to adulthood.
ILOVEYOU;
thanks for everything. <3

6.24.2009 || 10:15 AM

sleep-les night.

HELLOS. (:
I AM UNDER DEPRESSION!!!!!
FCUK. i am like feeling so dam guilty now.
i know you are gonna say it is no my fault.
but alamak, i dunno eh. just say sorry eh.
you sounded so piss/angry.?
did i make you angry? OMG.
i am real sorry if i did.?

oh gosh! SCREWED UP.
(*vivian just slap herself.)

i didnt mean to hurt you.
i cant bear to hurt you too.
i am so dam freaking sorry for everything.
i dunno what i am thinking.
i will try put things aside.
*i promise.
try not to think too much,
cause i just want to let you know everything.
我不快乐. ):
I'm so tired today,
Moodswing :/
Dont want to elaborate more leh.
i just hope that i can sleep forever & dont wake up.

*fyi, KENNETHCHUAEETAT is mine for now!

'I want to fly higher than aeroplanes,
go deeper than the ocean,
strongest of all the lil' sisters,
brighter from the rest of the stars.
I want to shine out.
"In the arithmetic of love,
one plus one equals everything,
and two minus one equals nothing."

i rather get hurt myself,
than to let the ones beside me take in all the impact of grievousness.
Feel like getting drunk now.
Red wine, Martell, Chivas with no mix~Kinda miss clubbing days.
Those high feelings although i did'nt take estacy.

edited[]:
went bugis with vivien.
SHOP!SHOP!SHOP!
i am on a SHOPAHOLIC MOOD!
took MRT to woodlands to meet gary!
STUPID UH! cheewai never end earlier, if not can see him!!
hahas. i miss kennkenn.
*fyi, we are not together.
its never a possible thing!
played tai-ti!
haahas<3
played alot of dares!
thanks goodness, i wasnt the one losing.!
how was the "thingy" your did?
huh!!! nice ma!!! -.-
anyway, kinda no mood to post leh.
NIGHTS NIGHTS!
& shanika is loved<3

,heat stoppend beating
if you let me a chance to choose again,
i would still chose to love you,as you was once my everything{L}
One could fall in love many times during the course of a lifetime,
but the first rush of love always holds a special place in my heart.
The novelty,
like the first drops of dew on an untouched leaf,
of the feeling makes it special and unforgettable.
i did everything for someone else sake.
but i know i really love you.
it kinda hurt whn everything seems not right.!
am i jealous? maybe i am, maybe i am not?
i am super confuse now!
can time just stop for a day or something.
*SMACK!

6.22.2009 || 6:53 PM


CELEBRATE-CELEBRATION!
woke up around 9plus today.
didnt go school.
kinda feeling unwell, idk why. );
didnt manage to teach "your" the dance.
i am real sorry. ):
GIDDY! HEADACHE! TUMMYACHE!
*hope will recover soon.
just fnish tution (:
gonna rest, post again soon!
to kenneth:
HAHAS.
you wanna celebrte must ask me go also.
hahhahas, also must help gary celebrate!
someone like him eh!
very fast sia!(:
LOVES<3

6.21.2009 || 6:31 PM

acting wildfully with others,
but still thinking of you.

HELLOS.
is kinda a few days since i start posting again.
kinda very very busy this few days.
STUPID (:

20/06/09[]:
elizabeth & shanika stayed over my house.!
woke up around 10plus. ):
SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER TIRED!
elizabeth went off at around 10.35am,
i sent her out of my house and walked back into the room to sleep.
SLEEP!SLEEP!SLEEP!
study till 12.30, vivien came over!!!
went to meet shanika at our house downstair.
hahahahahas. wait & wait.
meet deanna at boon lay!!!
(she gonna get father's day gift.)
but in the end didnt! ): WTH.
saw victor on the way in the MRT!!!!
bus to church with the shanika, huishan, deanna, victor & vivien.
((: SMILE!
valentina and *gang joining later in church!
hahahahas. after awhile got tummy-ache!
PAIN!PAIN!PAIN!
thanks wendy and kenneth for the panadol.
LOVES. (:
i cant wait for my guava!
GARY owe me one packet!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahas. had father's day drama!
super funny uh. but abit no link!!!!
<33333 went alwin house play!!
slack and talk & sing.
veryveryvery happy.<3
went till 12 midnight.
home with vivien, huishan & shanika.
hahahahas. vivien and shanika are staying over my house!!!!!
BOOO!!! jealous?
cook maggi to eat den go to the room and chit-chat.
kinda tired at 2plus.
shanika and i fell asleep. ):


21/06/09[]:

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY.
I LOVE YOU.
woke up at 8.30,
thanks vivien for waking us up.
kinda sleepy.
hahahas. (:
called the guys. only kenn is awake.
went to alwin house to see the guys,
so that can go eat breakfast together!!!!
hahahahahahas. (:
saw alvin and jon sleeping momments.
kinda very cute uh.
feel like kipnapping jonathan home out of the sudden!!!!
went to eat breakfast together.
FULL! gary finish my noodle for me!!!
THANKS! <3
talked to gary and kenneth!
HAHAHAHAHAHAS. (:
so funny. LOVES<3
went back to alwin house cause shanika wanted to take paper from kenn!
hahahahas. (: SMILE.
den went of with everyone except alwin.,
waited for minghui downstair without kenneth cause he went home.!
came and home sweet home.
busssss to bugis alone!
STUPID, they all ps me!!!!
hahahahahas. (;
tution over, joined vivien and went to find my mummy.
waited for sister and train to my cousin home-welcome party!
hahahahahas. (: smile.
KENNETH, CHEER UP.
IF NOT I WILL KILL YOU.
DONT THINK SOOOO MUCH.!!!!
loves<3


oh guys,
try to find out how to play shoot, shrek(if never spell wrong), marry.
very very interesting game!!!
STUPID GARY!!!!
(1st) round: SHOOT SHANIKA, SHREK VIVIEN TAN & MARRY HUISHAN.
(2nd) round: SHOOT HUISHAN, SHREK VIVIEN TAN & MARRY ME!!!!!
stupidstupid!!!! hahahahahas.
not enough blue-black iszzit!!!
wann somme more???
JOKING.!!!
oh-so.
hope you love the small little bottle of stars and card!
text you soon!!!!<3


6.18.2009 || 9:09 AM



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