♥, VIVIA-N วิเวียน!

“life will be better in spring”

i still cant bear to let you go!

12.31.2009 || 10:52 AM

♥,

the journey had ended!

heyy; ehh-llo-ss! just came back from BL zone chalet... (: DROP DEAD TIRED! ): hmmm, lets post about the camp. it was super fun uh! ((:
more about the chalet:
woke up at 8am, bath and get ready! alwin came up to my house take stuff and went down with me! hahas. cute uh. forgot to take the most important thing! went up to take and come down during the time while waiting for minghui and kenneth! (: walked to tiong to meet deanna, crystal, dillon and hagman.! ^^ took MRT together and meet the rest at paris ris! (: took the shuttle bus to our destination! WOW! its so big can! i would want stay in that house! hahahs. (: SMILEY, played some games (icebreaker) !had a great dinner! GOSH! ahloved wore a dress. cant believe it lah! she look super pretty can! wear more dresses alright! had appreciation party as a zone! weehee~ super funn! heh. after that went to get paper and wrote this song! is kinda some insperation uh, although it very funny but it means alot to me uh! (: thanks yunting (if i never remember wrongly) and jon for getting the tune out! ((:
this song is for someone special:
从着一天的一开始
遇见了你一时之间的我
就看上你了
你的大大的眼睛
吸引了我的注意呢
每天和你在一起
感觉很幸福
第一次和你对话时
都是一直在传(text message in chinese,ps dunno how write)说
你好！你好！今天过得还好吗？
你好！你好！反反复复想着你
想你的心情，
你到底有没有听到
和你一起的每一天
我很珍惜跟你在一起
你给我安全感
你每天天都对我好
因为我真的太爱你呢.
^^
ENDEND! walked to downtown east twice! (: woohoo~ went with different group of people! i drank cocktail! nicenice! ((: wanted to watch sunrise, but was lazy to get up uh!!! ((: home sweet home after that uh! hmmm, upload the photos another day yeah! (: XD.

*oh ya, hope and pray that pastor zhuang kids will go through this smooth operation,although he is 2 months old!

save the best for last!

12.29.2009 || 11:29 PM

♥

i wanna be with you,

爱你好幸福，

想要和你建造一个爱的小屋

PEEKABOO!

5-4-3-2-1! ZONE CHALETTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

cant wait for it! I AM GETTING EXCITED!

hahahas. i brought husband give me the toy there! alright, let me get back to what i wanted to post! hmmmm, woke up at 10.15 am today uh. was like so shock.! my sister left house already, ate mee-sua! cause its my chinese birthday! but i just drink the soup! hehe. XD. smart me! hahahs. went for nusic lesson after bathing! meet alwin at 1.45, but i was like late uh! sorry yeah! ): ROFL. took 851 to bugis, talk alot and ask alot of stupid stuff! text quite a few people at that time lor. bought a tank-top and a shorts!

^^ SMILE.

after buying/shopping. went mos burger to drink soup! heh. so full! ((: walked up to some art shop and bought material for some use! (: LOL. had great time there! and i have faith that i dont need to use the glue. TRUE ENOUGH! I DONT NEED IT! ((: happy yeah. left bugis at around 3plus. took 61 to alwin house. do the stuff i need for tml and home by 6 lor.! aunty and cousin help me out in the thing. WOW! thanks alot uh! really appreciate it much! ((: left for singing lesson with aunty! saw kenneth and alvin from far.. shouted their name, but they never turn back!!! SO EVIL OF THEM LAH! ): sad! came home around 10plus. continue the thingy and pack finish school thing and chalet thing. argh!

FINALLY! i can get to use the computer! phew! drop dead tired! (: but i am too excited to sleep uh! heh. ((: texting at the moment and blogging! hahhas. post soon after the chalet with many photos yeah!

LOVEYOU PEEPS.!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALWIN! [♥]

12.28.2009 || 10:48 PM

HAGMAN !!!

YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON I EVER KNOWN!

YOU ARE ALWAYS HOT, CUTE, HANDSOME, FUNNY, CLEVER, HONEST, CHARMING, SWEET AND KIND!

GOSH! ITS AN HONOUR TO KNOW YOU UH. YOU ARE REAL TALENTED, A GENIUS INFACT!

YOU ARE THE BEST YEAH!

~~SORRY, WAS TOLD TO BLOG THIS!~~

~~SHHH. NOT SUPPOSE TO SAY THAT THIS WAS HIS IDEA HIMSELF!~~

YEAH! I AM SUPERMAN!

--------------------------

[in the darkness!]

the camera lady for the day! :]

[♥]

[hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil]

[BIRTHDAY BOY~]

WEEHEEE~ (:

-----------------------------------------------------------------

[ W481;♥]

[my children church kid!]

[DECEMBER BABIES! ((:]

[the present we gave wendy! (:]

EH-LLOS! (: hahahs. went out of the house at 8 plus with my aunty! heh, went to school to get books for sec 5! weehee~ my aunty promise me to get me an i-pod nano! muhahahhas.

^^ (:

smiley. hmmmm, took quite long in school and searching for uniform! heh, stupid uh! waste time sia! ): took 111 to orchard ( 313 ), going there for my i-pod neh! (: woohoo! reach the epi-centre, they say OUT OF STOCK! ):

waaaaaaa..... wakakakakakak! )': sob!

so i took MRT to ion! (it's just a station!) [: bleahs! went there and they say the i-pod also OUT OF STOCK TOO! tsk!!! ): angry lah, walao, so unlucky de! next year jan den will have! which means i have to wait! TSK! nevermind, i wait! (: went to the soup spoon to eat! WOW! the food there are like very expensive, GOSH! and its like very BIG bowl! cant even finish myself uh! ((: heh. share with my aunty! spend 20 bucks there! ((: went mango after that. shopshopshop! hehe. XD bought new tank-tops yeah! (: SMILE!

I WANNA GROW SKINNER! I AM SUPER FAT CAN! ):

heh. went back home from orchard! took 167, with all my school books yeah! ): my daddy came to pick me at the bus stop to help me carry the books! hahahs. went home, packed my cupboard! husband came and help out before going vivo! hahas. (: smiles. left house with her at 3 lor. took 855 there uh. meet jingyi at the mrt station and went to walk around forever 21, topshop, topman! (: although they are like just beside one another eh! hmmmmm, went up to daiso, walked around. jingyi got an eyelashers curler! hahas, went to some toys shop beside arcarde lor. ((: very cool can! bought some blink blink stickers to paste on phone! (SUPER BORED!) went sky park take photo den went to eat long john silver! [:

FATTENING! GOSH! ):

waited for husband to break fast! ops, forgot to say who was there! kenneth, jonathan, alwin, huishan, deanna, jingyi and me! hahahs. ! while waiting went page one!

I WANT KUROMI! )': hahahs.

went to mini toons, saw dillon there! went to eat with his mummy and came and join us! hahhas. (: THANKS DILLON FOR THE PRESENT YEAH! i will put it on my study table de!

hmmm, do i really look like a bunny ???? maybe i do. bought ben and jerry for husband! share cost with alwin! eh, went to B2 to eat beside kopitiam! hahahs. (: went to get cake for alwin while the rest went to get food. hmmmm, got his cake from bread talk yeah! hope he like it! sang birthday song to him. ate and went to the roof to play. hahahs. played many stupid and fun games lah. alwin kena forefit for the first round lah. (i made him do pole dancing!) hahahs, (; second round was husband! hahhas. kena tickle by the leaf hold by dillon! ops, not i say this time round yeah! alwin say de! hahahs. homed by 9.15! BATHED! now i smell so nice! hahhas.

REALLY THANK YOU GUYS FOR TODAY YEAH! (:

12.27.2009 || 10:36 PM

[♥]

if i knew what was love,

is all because of you!

ain he cute! (:

HELLOS;
is been quite a long time since i ever posted about my lil' days! (: was very glad that i was actually promoted to sec 5! weehee~ HAPPY!
truely God is really there when we need him! all thing thru him is possible! he made the impossible to possible!
^^
one day after my birthday! woah! felt so relax, idk why! hmmm, went bugis for tution today! GOSH! start of tution every sunday again! wanted to find samy, but he isnt in class. maybe next week! (: LOLS. meet vivien, alwin, alvin and eugene downstair my house! hahhas. very funny uh! den started to rain. Thank God when we were at bugis, the rain actually stop! (: HEH. we werent drench! (: yippeeee. went burger king to buy food with my sister! ((: ROFL. kinda ate onion rings while my sister ate fries again! hmmmm, went up to my tution centre outside. sat and play tai-ti for one round and went for tution! hahahs. THANKYOU TEACHER! i got another christmas gift! (: whoooo~ hahahs. finally tution end, went to meet the rest while my sister went for tution! jonathan came for awhile and we ate long john silver! hahas. after eating walked around bugis street, saw deanna and her sister at iluma! hahahs. so coincidence! GOSH! i just had an affair with *****. heh. ops, sorry husband! (: LOLS. walked around iluma, waited for my sister to end her tution. the guys went to pick her while vivien accompany me walk!
-.- ^^ (:
walk and walk, we reach KFC. waited for them there and went to bugis junction to shop for gifts. although christmas is over, but still in the christmas mood! HEH.
CHRISTMAS IS A TIME TO GIVE!
hehe. XD bought xueyi, xueting and others their gift. spend some other time at other shop and more! homed by 8pm! drop dead tired uh! ): but i am not sleeping, so afraid of nightmare!

----------------------------------
i am trying to give you up. you do seriously belongs to someone else. your heart no matter what is still with her (i think)! dont treat me so nice, it really hurts sometimes. i am really trying my best to give you up! i hope i really can! ):

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-

♥, stopped beating!
if i do really have a chance to choose again, i would still choose to love you although you didnt know! one could fall in love many times during the course of a lifetime, but the first rush of love always hold a special place in my heart! the novelty, like the first drop of dew of an untouchable leaf, of the feeling make it special and unforgettable. is just that i seriously cant read your mind nowsaday, you did change, and indeed you change alot! i seriously dunno how to love you like before. but i will try my best to let you go!

12.25.2009 || 3:41 PM

1. What's your full name?

vivian tng hui min

2. Do you like your first name?

Yes. (:

3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?

quite long!

4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
No. (: siao uh!

5. Did you cry today?

No. for what! CHRISTMAS EH!

6. What are you doing this morning at 8 am?

Sleeping.

7. What are you doing an hour ago?

playing card games and texting!

8. What are you currently doing?

Doing this?

9. Who last texted you a msg?

haman / deanna!

10. Have you to told anybody you love them today?

yes! my husband deanna!

11. Do you miss anyone now?

Yes, who doesnt!

12. Any plans for tomorrow?

Yes, serving and going for service! its my big day!

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?

Think too much. )':

14. Is there anyone you want to be with now?

not really!

15. Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?

No. i think i didnt!

16. Name someone who make you smiles today, how?

hmmm, my cousin!

17. Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'

zolyn!

18. Which of the friend stays closest to you?

jonathan, the block behind me only!

19. Do you prefer to call or to text?

Both also can. but more of texting!

20. Was yesterday better than today?

Still th same. (:

21. Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
I can live a day without tv, but not without my phone.

22. Are you mad about anything now?

Not really. hmmm....

23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?

Some of it!

24. Last person you visited in a hospital?

cant remember!

25. When is your last hug and second last hug?

Don't want to tell you. haha

26. What does the last text msg in your inbox says?

what dumbdumb!

27. How do you feel about your life now?

just right!

28. Do you hate anyone?

No. (: i am very friendly!

29. Last person you called?

deanna!

30. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?

hagman and deanna!

31. Is your room messy now?

Not really. quite neat, dont include my sis!

32. Who will be mad if your room is messy?

me, my-self and i!

33. Your shortest relationship?

cant remember!

34. Who do you look like?

pig!

35. Tag 10 People to do this survey :

those who visit my blog!

12.21.2009 || 12:54 AM

post others soon!!!

time flys so fast.....

12.09.2009 || 12:18 PM

HELLOS. very long never update leh! ): sorry. hmmmm, 4 more days left.... argh! DEANNA I WILL MISS YOU! )': anyway, later going suntec for bible study with jingyi! weehee~ cute lah, she! hmmmm, she became my affair! ops, deanna sorry..... you also have affair lor! ^.^ hahahhas. fasting for 3 continuous days! only can drink water! hope my tummy can take it lor.! JIAYOU! i can do it de.! (: hmmmmm, sister gonna come back soon! ): the room is no longer mine! )': waaaaa....... sobsob.

--------------------------------

DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU! DEANNA, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU! VIVIEN, I MISS YOU!
I WILL MISS YOU PEOPLE, NOT ONLY THEM ALRIGHT! (:

imy, truckloads.

12.04.2009 || 7:20 PM

THE ONE WHO BEGAN A GOOD WORK IN YOU WILL CARRY IT ON UNTIL IT IS COMPLETED.

PHILIPPIANS 1:6

HEYHEY! long time no post leh! hahahas. blog gonna die soon liao. ): hmmm, had alot of things happening this few days. but i am still as strong as i can be! ARGH! (: i miss deanna. she is not allowed to go to church tml! gosh! i will keep you in prayer! hmmmm, stayed at home the whole day lor, went down to cut hair with sister!!! hahahsa. my hair now looks abit werid! ): hmmmmm, i am bored to the max. alamak. i wake up super late everyday lah! )': i dunno what to post leh, but i will post soon! i promise. sorry for the late tags reply. ):

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i'm seriously worried that something bad might happen to you,

i am afraid uh.

you change so much,

it feels so werid sometime talking to you.

idk why.

maybe i am thinking too much,

but it seems to be the fact.

i am scared,

i miss you terribly...

i hope everything will turn back to normal!