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pain , tears and heartbreaker
2.10.2010 || 6:08 PM
when everything just seems not in place.

idk. everything just sucks today alright, WTF uh! ): idk, i seriously dunno uh... what is revolving round me. everything seems to turn out bad! is like everywhere i go uh! tskk.... even with you. i really dunno uh.TODAY IS A BAD DAY AND I HATE TODAY! I WISH THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. )':
i want to feel okay.
i want to feel important to you.
i want to feel like you care about me as much as i care about you.
i want to be right and not have you resent me for it.
i want to to talk to you.
i want to tell you everything and not be afraid of your judgement.
i want to believe you.
i want to trust you.
i want to know where i stand.
i want to laugh with you.
i want to stop crying over you.
i want to have great nights and better days.
i want to be a part of your dreams.
i want you to be a part of mine, although its the truth.
i want to know you are interested.
i want you to initiate conversation.
i want you to see.
i want you to feel.
i want you to know.
i want to want you, and i want you to want me too.
i just want to, okay?
everything in life just turn upside down in a minute.
Baby, I MISS YOU. REALLY, SERIOUSLY.
i didnt even get a chance to hold your hands tight.
are we drifting? everything just seems wrong. )':
Sometimes,
i wish that my eyes would already dried out from tears,
even if it was meant to be blind.
so that i could already stop crying..
Cause everytime i cry ..
i feel my heart hollows inside me,
like even a intake of breath,isnt enough to take another beat..
its okay to cry ,
but if its too much,
its just wont stop ..
its not easy ..
never was..
Labels: can you hear my heartbeat?