Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*Vivian, วิเวียน!
26/12.
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LEE TAEMIN [이태민]
i fell in with you since i first saw you.
YOU ARE MINE NOW.
I YOU!


The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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Karen. yuting. finn. Shirley. Deanna. HuiShan. Angel.

vivien.
gekpeng.
huijia.
miner.


ABC; alwin audrey audrey adriana babysasa cynthia chloe crystal.t chloe carilyn

DEFG; dawn dee don emelia elvira fiona fiona gladys

HIJ; huiling huilin hee eun jesse jack jooseng jonathan jiawei jamie janet jessica justina jamie jason jiawen kelly karuna kenneth kianhwee

LMNO; leona

PQR; priscilla priscilla.o priscilla qianni ruiyi rachel

STU; shumei siying siew fang shermaine shanika sharon tanya

VWX; valentina vanessa wenxin wendy XueTing xiaoqiang xiuwen

YZ; zachary

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone







“life will be better in spring”
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♥ you will always be mine
4.30.2010 || 8:44 PM

AND YET, THE TRUTH, THE REASON & THE LOVE
KEEP LITTLE COMPANY TOGETHER NOWSADAYS.

heyya, had english paper today! ): paper one and two. freak uh, think i screwed the whole paper up uh! )': HOPE I COULD AT LEAST PASS! f. the comprehension uh. so hard, it want my life.! wakakakaakakak!!! D: walk to bus stop with girl and tesc! bus-ed home, tesc came over waited for me change! phew, tried my best to be fast though! meet ying at 2 at vivo. haahahs. all of us were late! (: HAHAS, kind of very funny! finally manage to put my "breaking dawn" a-side and went out to study with tesc and ying! ate at kopitiam! (: treat tesc to peper lunch! GOSH lah! tesc is super duper gentle lah, tsk.! heh, nevermind at least she is cute! (: BLEAHS.! went daiso after that, bought mirror with tesc and went outside daiso, to the back to study! although it's quiet, it's kinda hard to do work! tsk!!! tesc went off, but i didnt sent her, sorry yeah! i super lazy, thanks adelyne for talking to her on the phone! left ying and me, went starbucks to study! weehee~ guess who i saw! hahahas, i saw xueting, xueyi, jiexiang and jiawei (i think)! (: hahahhas. super funny uh, plus shocked though! studied till 6plus, wrote alot for social studies notes, hoping it's useful uh! (: heh, went walked around, shop for things. got 2 necklaces. one for my aunty birthday present and one for me! i got a new orange bikini too! :D hahahas, super happy. *jump! jump! (: hahahs, headed home after getting sushi, currently reaeding up my social studies text book! (: woohoo~ tomorrow will be a better day ahead i bet! (: WITHLOVES!

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life sucks, and then you die
4.29.2010 || 6:19 PM


for once, i think he is HOT! (:


ANNYEONGHASEYO! :D heh, woke up at 5.50 today. STUPID TUMMY PAIN I HAD IN THE MORNING! tsk! ): bus to school, saw michelle while waiting for 139! weehee~ talk to weekeat in the bus too! hahahs. hope he did well for his paper! (: HAPPY! although oral is like a few freaking hours later! tsk. had assembly in classroom! woohoo, very long never have this kind of feeling leh. shiok! (: smiley, i improve in my geography too! hahas, too happy for it although i didnt pass! short of 1.5 marks. thank God that isnt mid-year! i hope i will do better than this! (: *OF COURSE I WILL! :D heh, LOLS. pause in the minute of thoughts! wakakakakaka, had oral after school. wheeeeeeeeeee! *TONGUES OUT! i am so gonna start mugging now! although i had started. hmmmmm, maybe destressing tomorrow by going KTV! ahahahas, sing all i want! (: heh, but still deciding whether i should meet tescelyn! :D hmmm, i shall leave everything behind till tomorrow! gonna study and continue my "breaking dawn" later! (:


personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgements!

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YOU ARE MY SUPER GIRL
4.27.2010 || 4:39 PM


watching you leave my life helplessly~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEI!!!!!!!
hope you enjoy your birthday celebration! (:


heyhey, went to school by cab today. super tired, shag sia! ): i wish i dont need to go school today. but i didnt regret it. i had my bestie there to keep me compant! (: weehee~ weilun forgot to bring his breaking dawn for me to read while waiting to get it from dawn in a few days time! ): sadded, text eunice for it. borrowing from her tml! (: i hope she will remember! had lesson. GOSH! oral is like tomorrow! screw up me uh! hope i will be able to make it! (: JIAYOU, I CAN DO IT! homed, gonna like mug now! (: heh, mugging in progress! (:


VAMPIRE ARE THE BEST!
i am in love with it big time!

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love unconditionally
4.25.2010 || 12:01 PM

no one has ever been more loving
and unconditional support than i have been given,
which is one by you.


(L)

HELLOS, it's been long since i post uh. stupid modem, break down half way while on-ing the computer previously. ARGH! pissed, gosh! having tution later... exams are round the coner, starting to mug real hard soon uh! ): heh, been a book worm lately. i dunno why, maybe just have the interest on reading books nowsaday. weird me. hahahs. sensing that i will soon go mad reading book continuously! NO MATTER WHERE I WAS.! (: watch new moon yesterday, althoug the story in the book and the movie dont seems the same, but it was okay uh.
EDWARD IS SO HOT!! (:
the next episode is coming out during june!! weehee~ eclipse is coming.yippeee, oolehhhhh!!!
VAMPIRE AGAINST VAMPIRE!!
woohoo~ (: post again soon... MUGGING IN PROGRESS! mug mug mug mug mug. HEH, LOLS....
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*fyi, i must thank my bestfriend who help me update my blog although the post was short uh. i miss her much. sorry, keep reading book, neglated you! ): but you will always be my very very good bestfriend always! (:

|| 1:04 AM

HELLO EVERYBODY!

I am here on behalf of VIVIAN TNG to help her blog. Because her internet connection encounter abit of problem :D

Ah tng has been a good girl in school this few days & she fell ill too. but i think she will recover soon. She has been very into a book call "twilight" this few days too.

umm...people wait for her to return back to blog alright? & also she will reply your comments when she returns. (:

withlove,
karen

LOVE LIKE THIS
4.17.2010 || 6:39 PM

heyy-ll-oos.. currently at my mummy house gonna like celebrate my mummy birthday uh! (: weehee, gonna have alot alot alot of fun. get to see alot of people but not him! ): sobsob, but i miss my bestfriend to the max! )': i love her truckloadds lah. when i am in trouble, i wont hesitate to go to her for help. i feel comfortable with her lah. if there isnt her, i dont think i can feel the love of a friend uh! BIG BIG THANKS TO HER YEAH! (: smiley, post all photos tml if there is time yeah! 
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER, LOVE YOU!

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4.16.2010 || 6:47 PM


ANGEL! [♥]

HEYHEY, back to posting.! went to school today. missed the 6.30am 139, took 6.45am de. (: saw michelle, chit chat till her bus came. listen to music while waiting for bus. weehee~ reach school, went to get mineral water for dinosaur! (: SMILEY, went back class, saw aldrich in class leh. heh, early sia he. (: did POA for like 15 minutes. going rain, had morning assembly in the hall. lesson as per usual after that! :D boring, had extra chinese lesson till 1.30pm. left school with bestfriend and tescelyn! (: phew, finally no more lesson. took bus 33 with bestfriend. dillon and hagman came up from the other bus stop uh. went to get something, hagman left. only left me and dillon! (: super cute uh he. HAHAHA. went walk around and everything got whatever that is needed! (: heh, smiley lah. went home, bath and meet tescelyn at cental at 5pm. but i was super super late!!! )': sorry uh. studied at long john for awhilee, went home. took bus 147 with her. chit chat! hmmm, wondering if i should go find dinosaur now at his house area? wakakakkakaka. (:
I MUST START TO MUG!!!!


i'm effing tired of living in this world.
i'm effing tired of crying.
my heart, died.


4.15.2010 || 9:39 PM

i dont want false hope;
i dont wanna be as sad as before.
i need medicine to cure my feelings,
i am so dam CONFUSE now!
i really don't want it to happen again.
i dont feel like being hurt or maybe dont even want to.
i am afraid it will happen again without fail.
cause i know it will be.
no i cant i wont bear to leave you alone with other girls,
who love you too.
i guess i already starting to (L)ove you.
& i swear i do, i cant make myself to STOP.
it will never be TRUE to be together,
but i guess i will just HOLD you tight,
till someone has come into your heart.
(L), More than words can ever describe.
& (You), Nothing can ever replace you.
I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU terribly
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4.14.2010 || 6:59 PM


because i live in my wonderland
4.12.2010 || 8:23 PM


[] KAREN.L! (ily)

i dunno what to post today. super happy can get to see you today!! (: but I miss you, I really do. Even though I see you yesterday, today , yet still I miss you. i would rather open up my heart to let you in , and get hurt. than to see you someone else! i dont want to miss this opportunity And when you think about it, how could you possibly miss someone constantly in your thoughts, in your dreams in your fantasies?There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel right now, because in fact, I've never felt this before ... sounds so cliché doesn't it? But that's a fact that I can never hide just like the blush on my cheeks ... always visible manifestations of the love I feel inside. everytime i close my eyes, i would wish that when my eyes are open, the first thing i could see was you! i don't know if you'll read this; it doesn't really matter though,i just want you to be mine and that's what counts.


4.10.2010 || 10:58 PM








booboogagaga; hellos. had flag day in the morning! (: meet tesc at commonwealth at 9am, but i was like late uh. sorry uh, always meet you den let you wait. thank god i reach commonwealth then it started raining. phew, didnt go for tution today. went newton to collect the donation tin, went to plaza sing for the CIP thingy. filled half of the tin uh. hahas, i talk very litttle. weehee~ adelyne came to join me and tesc after that. ate KFC! (: woohoo, super fattening. walked around, waited for cherlyn to come. hahas. i just realise for all the years since sec 3 till now, i have been doing donation with cherlyn uh! ROFL. went suntec after she came, help cherlyn with the donation while adelyne and tesc went for the IT fair( i think!) :D heh, time pass so fast. got a wallet from C & K! SUPER NICE. (: meet the rest at the bus stop and waited for the bus. bused back to newton to return the tin, took bus to plaza sing. waited for 167 and back home. change and went to raffles hotel to eat. celebrate my grandmother birthday! weehee~ HAPPY! (: went shop shop after that, but didnt get anything. hmmm, i think i will geet a bag tomorrow. i am craving for it! (: hehe, :D post till here. gonna meet siwei and dillon for a movie tomorrow i think. hope they can wake up on time! (:

one day not seeing you,
i miss the way you look like.
if only you stay next door,
so that i will always remember you! (:

xoxo'♥
4.09.2010 || 1:19 PM

hellos,my love.

bus to school. saw michelle at the bus stop. (: heh, talk alot of stupid things. hmmm, met elis in the bus. FINALLY uh!! very long never see her. GAHS, phew. had 3 lesson today. super sianz. tried to finish everything i can by today but i dont think can. went home with ahgirl again! (: weehee~ she is super cute. hahahs. remember hor! heh, have fun girl! heading to school later! (: but meeting tesc at central at 5 first. weehee~ i am so gonna camewhore with her. ohya, must remeber bring tie eh! :D hehe, waiting for time to fly faster, i am bored at home! ): kinda waiting for *you to reply/wake up!
STUPID PIG! ):

'you may seems nothing to me,
i cant see shadows of everyone except you.
but yet i still miss seeing you.
so what i am special to you
yet you meant nothing to me.
hope time can pull us through together longer!

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还是爱你
4.08.2010 || 5:08 PM


BESTFRIEND SHARES EVERYTHING EXCEPT BOYF!


HEYHEY! played basketball till my muscle is like freaking aching now! wakakka. get to know this new guy. he super funny and bad. like to snatch the ball away from me!!!! anyway. sister came find me at 9 at basketball court! phew, thank God i reach home my aunty wasnt back! never kena scolded! (: heh, bus-ed to school, saw michelle! den took 139, saw wee keat. hahas.
ME:"I THOUGHT YOU SAY I WONT TAKE THE SAME BUS AS YOU?"
W.K:"HAHAS, SORRY UH. I COUNT WRONGLY!"
ME:"HAHAS, OF COURSE. YOU CAN NEVER RUN AWAY FROM MY PINCH!"
W.K:"YEAH, CANT. (:"

his expression super funny. text dillon, pig and dino at that time. keep smiling thru the text.! (: weehee~ had geography test, wakakka. so gonna flunk the paper. but i pray i wont. same goes for chemistry paper uh! ): sadded lah! D: walked to bus stop with ahgirl, ran after bus! (: phew, luckily never miss, hmmm, saw luvena and jie ru after that! said hi. alighted and take 196 with them. homed, bathed! having tution later. sucks lah! ): i am so tired.! ): alright shall stop posting here. (:


It's a beautiful state we're in.
But how can we love in isolation.
Think how happy we can be.
When we just try.
If we don't communicate
We'll exist in our own space.

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i promise i would give up
4.07.2010 || 4:43 PM

missing you day and night
wondering if you were alright!


went to school today! (: miss the earlier 139 bus. didnt get to see michelle and elis.! but i saw luvena! (i think i spell it correctly) heh. had assembly, text luvena after getting her number! (L) thanks for helping me take care of my POA stuff! had 2.4 nafa test today! wakakakka. i did badly although i manage to run finish! 1st time sia, so slow leh!!!! ): sadded, super giddy and felt like vomiting.! ): wah, drank finish huijia's water! ops, i am super sorry uuh, girl! ): hmmmm, did POA and everything. stupid uh. i practically got everything wrong. ): sadded, but i know how to do it already uh! sorry to those i teach wrongly! tsk. didnt get to eat recess, had lesson all the way. wasnt hungry uh. ate during lunch abit, appitie wasnt good.! shock uh, my long time no see siewfang text me! weehee~ miss her to the max lah! hope she remember to relink me! ): if not i sad sad! still suspend from physic lesson, stupid bias gan!!! ): tsktsk. went home after school with bestfriend. saw weilun, avison and jarren! hahas. they make me laugh and laugh! saw ahliann sister too! (: LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HER!!! (: i also love my bestie too. :D hmph, homed, bath and heading to basketball court yeah! currently texting pig, audrey, karen and luvena!!! (:

everywhere i go,
i see your image.
i just cant stop think about you
although hoping you will leave my life with beautiful memories
but it end up all to be hurt.
i need you!

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learning to let you go
4.06.2010 || 5:52 PM


i think i will learn to let you go
& i will accept to love the new ones! (:


heyhey. alot of craps to post today! ): tsk. lets start posting about yesterday hmmmm, went to school and everything had assembly. stupid spelling thing plus english drama. waste my precious time. ): sianzz... should have pon lah! but cannot. must uphold my good girl image! *so gonna learn from my girl! (: heh, went home to bath, suppose to meet pig at 4, but super late! ): heh, get to know 2 new friends! :D heh, dillon and edmund! (: woohoo~ see pig pierce his tongue! wah, jealous lah! sadded. )'; it's tempting me uh. took 61 to pig house. waited outside his house for him. freaking long lah he change! ): pig really like pig eh! (: HAHA. went to see dillon, pig and munwai play basketball. the rest haven came down. help dillon to expand his ear hole! (: hahahs. super cool. he tot i would be afraid uh. sadded ): pig send me take cab! home around 8pm. wah, super tired uh! watch show till 8.45 eh. hmmmmm, did homework and everything. -.- wakakaka, fell asleep half way while texting, pig, jooseng & many more. (: heh, paiseh uh. today woke up 5.45am! super late lah! sadded. almost miss 139! saw michelle at the bus stop, board the bus, saw weekeat( i think i spell it correctly!) hahas. cute lah he. talk to him alot of things. didnt see elis today! wonder what happen to her uh. ): had lesson and everything. super sianz, almost sleep in class. didnt went for physic lesson today! heard adel story uh. super funny and interesting! (: hmmm, went tiong with tesc and girl.! heh, talk alot of craps and stuff.! heh, told them alot of thing! weehee~ i am here to announce karen lai jia lun is officially my bestfriend from now! i love her to the max alright! (: loves! sorry pig, didnt pei you today! ):

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4.04.2010 || 9:26 AM


all the love that you gave,
are still kept in me! (:


,heat stoppend beating
if you let me a chance to choose again,
i would still chose to love you,as you was once my everything. ♥{L}
One could fall in love many times during the course of a lifetime,
but the first rush of love always holds a special place in my heart.
The novelty,
like the first drops of dew on an untouched leaf,
of the feeling makes it special and unforgettable.
i did everything for someone else sake.
but i know i really love you.
it kinda hurt whn everything seems not right.!
am i jealous? maybe i am, maybe i am not?
i am super confuse now!
can time just stop for a day or something.
*SMACK!

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EASTER! (:



FAMILY OUTING! (:




weehee~

back to editing again! (: didnt have tuition in the morning. YES! ops, played habbo with my sister, stupid ass lah. i dont even know how play plus the game super boring. waste my time! heh. bus to tuition, had lesson and everything. did all work and everything too. wakakaka. super bored there uh. finish lesson at 3.30! phew, finally! someone hor, forgot to pick me up uh! ): sadded. still can sleep eh! D: wakakakaka.but at least manage to get through him.! (: heh, met him at plaza sing. suppose to watch clash of the titans (i think i spell it correctly?) at 4.50 but never.! watch 6.30 instead! went arcade, see people playing max tune! wakakakas. hahas. the show super cool uh. but the story line almost the same as percy jackson movie! WEEHEE~ went to carefour and meet joseph there. (: hahahas. the two guys reaction super cute lah! (: HEH, i rock big time. SOMEONE ALSO PROMISE ME SOMETHING HOR! better remember, you pig! took 167 home. saw jooseng, gosh lah! he go everywhere also see me! ): i like stalker eh. D: sadded. *but i am not okay! (: bath and everything. i smell nice now! (: tired, i am gonna sleep soon. but ....

I WANT TO SAY THANKYOU FOR TODAY! (: YOU MADE MY DAY. I ENJOYED IT.! weehee~ thankyou!


nights & sweetdreams peeps,