LEE TAEMIN [이태민]
i fell in ♥ with you since i first saw you.
YOU ARE MINE NOW.
I ♥ YOU!
HELLOS, didnt go to school today, but heading to school to collect homework later. gonna meet t and karen! :D heh, thankyou for being there to support me when i fall! i love you guys, i really dont know what will happen if i didnt have you peeps. hahas, you know what. that stupid lawrence told me he will be back in 10days, freak! until now also haven come back! i want my gift!!! ): BADBAD! someone once told me that " if you love the person, you dont need him to be by your side, you just want him to be happy thats it. if he dont appreciate it, that is it, no point shedding tears for him, he may take it as crocodile tears. " GOSH, i totally agree with this sentence! i cant remember whose that person who told me but BIG THANKYOU to you! sometimes, people just dunno how to appreciate things that are right infront of them lah. have they ever thought what was the reason that they once lose them and den get it back. for godsake uh, by luck? of course not, how can they be lucky at all times.? wth lah, they didnt think even think of the reason, or anything uh! HOPELESS CREATURES! karen and t, i need you ! )': i cant stand living here anymore! FCUK, FML lah! I HATE IT WHEN I WASNT IN THE WRONG FROM THE START, YET I WAS TO BE BLAME FOR IT! )': i have alot of things in mind now, i am gonna break down anytime. i cant hold on any longer, i cant breathe! D: you both said the same thing when i ask whether i was dumb, to even say i wont be angry! i really dunno if i did the right thing now, people just dont appreciate it lah.
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bet you must be dam fcuking happy to see me in this state. whatever i promise, i promise. since if you do not trust me, what is the point of starting the conversation. i dont get it, dont trust den dont say lah. i mean i believe totally that i did nothing wrong, hellos. get your facts right hao bu hao? i trust that i aint in the wrong. you wont together with him , so others could get a chance to get to him right? moreover he is willing what. this isnt a fairytale, it was just reality that you didnt wanted to face it. i created my own fairytale that it, i dont care whether you think its a fairytale and want me to wake up from it. but sad to say, i am already awake. to you is just a dream, but not for me. i know what am i doing, as you said "i dont need you to teach me", same goes to you and i dont even care what you want your life to be in future,i dont give a dam to it can. its your life eh, i also dont want. and which girl would ever want to be the third party? i clarify with him everything before i was like even safe to be with him. cause i dont want to be a third party, you get it? if i knew i was the third party, i would even get to him. can you please understand! i have never treated you as an enemy before lor, please. i didnt even had that tought in mind, dont believe i cant do anything.! really lah, sort out whatever you had first before saying anything.
*fyi, i am not here to create troubles. SEROUSLY, i just dont want to get scolded for nothing. if you were me, i bet you also wont want to be scolded for nothing right. both of us are girls, i totally understand what you feel! maybe you wont give a dam about it, cause you feel happy that i am in this situation. if next time this happens again, dont blame anyone about it alright, you deserve it! ANDAND, only a bitch will take to know a bitch! so stop calling me, because i know you wont want to be it!
(if i have any spelling mistakes, grammer errors or anything, i am sorry. my english aint better den you! )
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