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Your faith walks on broken glass
6.28.2010 || 4:21 PM
Let me know you'll keep in touch,
If you don't it'll hurt too much.
cause is you that i love!
I wish i could put my thoughts into words in a more appropriate/specific way, wishing that i had english of a higher standard so i could tell pin down exactly how i feel now. nevermind!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. weehhee~ funfun. woke up at 6plus, (L) woke me up! weehee!! thankyou! (: took same bus as my sister, alighted and guess who i saw! i saw LUVENA! woohoo~ long time no see lah, miss her. wait for karen and friends, saw weiling, went to find her and talk to her!(: walked to school with them. had lesson, but i slept awhile after karen went home! ): i wonder how is she feeling now? hope someone is taking care of her! alamak, super tired. ): had assembly, super boring! ARGH, almost fell asleep. heh, told stupid jokes, weilun say it was super lame.! WAKAKAKAS, so funny lah! (: homed with jarren. took 139, but didnt stop at the interchange! hahas, super funny!
V:this guy is retarded, he wear like so much accesories to school.!!! WTF!!!
J:really meh? seesee!!! wah, retarded as you say!
V:and they are freaking vuglar!!! ): so scary!
J:yeah lo.
V:worse than dalston sia.
J:lols.
homed, bathed. wondering should i go to the doctor? ): HOWHOW? i am stuck! freakkkkkk!*Screwweddddd me! ):
Lastly, i want to say that ...
I ♥ YOU!
Xiaoqiang, i swear you are freaking cute! (:
edited @ 07.51pm:
i want to feel okay.
i want to feel important to you.
i want to feel like you care about me as much as i care about you.
i want to be right and not have you resent me for it.
i want to to talk to you.
i want to tell you everything and not be afraid of your judgement.
i want to believe you.
i want to trust you.
i want to know where i stand.
i want to laugh with you.
i want to stop crying over you.
i want to have great nights and better days.
i want to be a part of your dreams.
i want you to be a part of mine, although its the truth.
i want to know you are interested.
i want you to initiate conversation.
i want you to see.
i want you to feel.
i want you to know.
i want to want you, and i want you to want me too.
yet everything in my life just turn upside down in a minute.
but (L) isnt answering my call nor text!
): whats going on? i am super confuse?!
i dont want to think, shhhh....
vivian you need to calm down and stop your freaking imagination away!
or else you will hurt more!
calm, calm! D:
I DONT WANT GO TO THE DOCTOR! I DONT CARE. )':
Sometimes,
i wish that my eyes would already dried out from tears,
even if it was meant to be blind.
so that i could already stop crying..
Cause everytime i cry ..
i feel my heart hollows inside me,
like even a intake of breath,isnt enough to take another beat..
its okay to cry ,
but if its too much,
its just wont stop ..
its not easy ..
never was..
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