"is all about you, my dear!"

HEYHEY! it sucks to miss just two days of lesson when O's are like getting super close now! ): i seriously dont understand a single thing whatever my chemistry teacher is teaching! ARGH, why must i fall sick!!! ): *screwwedd me! tsktsk! HOW? HOW? how am i gonna catch up with the rest?! D: WAKAKAKAKAS, SOBSOB! )':
went school today, yyippee... rain-ed in the morning. phew, thank god i didnt miss my bus allthough i woke up super late! (: heh, met luvena at the bus stop ! (: took 139 with her! reach school bus stop, meet weiling there. waited for karen and t! :D hehe, super long. talk to weiling while waiting for them. had p.e for the first period! WEEHEE~ I GREW TALLER BY 2CM! (: *happy to the max! :D went library after that, "studied!" went back to class. had lesson, did have breaks in between! (: stayed back in school for awhile to eat! :d gosh, my first meal was like at 4pm! POWER! :D hahahs, bus with wanzhen! talk to her, so much fun! alighted, transfer bus. super tired when i got homed! hahas, but nevermind! :d i still need chiong my homework! weehee~ i need motivation! i need to study! i must stop playing, O's are near! *screwwed me! STUDY! ): gonna go airport tomorrow! :D cant wait for it, i miss airport! :)
so do i miss you alot! ):
i shall end here now! alrights! ♥
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i have somethings i want to say to :

DEANNA TOO DAO XIN,
thankyou for really being part of my life. i really appreciate it. although i dont really show you much care and concern now and then, i am sorry. i really dont wish that you would be the middle person. i know how hard a middle person could feel. cause i was once a middle person. the feeling just totally suck. i was really happy when you talk to me, but i am sorry that i really did make you feel like i was angry with you. * screwwed me! i am really sorry alright! i really am just down this days, i just need time to chill! although i may look strong on the outside to you, sometimes i am not. i seriously may just fall anytime i want. i have many things in mind. be it you, be it my sister, be it my school life, be it my family, or my personal life. i really am trying to cope with everything now! ): just missing two days of school, i dont even know what the hell the teacher talking! ): argh, i just hate school now! ): i am afraid i cant catch uh with whatever i need to! ): deanna, i am real sorry! since you ask me to give "him" a chance, why not you??? he waited for you super long eh. dont make him wait to long. you both will last alright! (: I PROMISE! he wont dare to bully you de, he is super sweet! try things out with him, he is really trustable. I BELIEVE! and moreover it maybe a good time to bring him back to church once again! :D think about it, think about how long he had a crush on you. he is truely faithful to you.
IT HAS BEEN PROVEN MY DEAR!
i really need you to trust me, seriously! :D i hope you will. his love life depends on you to continue! i love you too, more than you love me!! HAHAS.!
my sweetest husband! [♥]

CHERLYN CHUA JIN YAN,
yoyo. i promise to blog about you. although i have been in the same class as you for more than 2 years i guess! i really enjoyed it. hahas, you are super cute i swear! (: althoug we dont really talk much, but whenever i talk to you. i feel like you already know loads of my stuff. i mean like, i felt so close with you. :D still remebering every donation thingy day , no matter where were we, we will always end up together! so cool lah,, gosh! i love you alright. if you got anything, text me. i will also be there for you de! like you are there for me too! JIAYOU FOR YOUR O'S! (:
I LOVE YOU , C![♥]

KAREN LAI JIA LUN,
i really really deeply appreciate you for always being there for me without fail! SERIOUSLY! :D i mean like you totally know what i am thinking, what i feel like doing and everything. i mean yeah! serious, OMG! you are really super great to me! you always know when i feel down and everything. always the first one to encourage me most of the time. mostly making me smile. i mean, WOW! where to find such a great friend like you! :d i feel so blessed that i have you as a friend, close friend indeed! GOODNESS! you totally just rule my life uh. i dunno what will happen if i dunno you. always there to listen to me and everything! maybe there will be deanna or t or maybe others will be there for me! maybe they will be the other one that i will be with, to share my fun and unhappy-ness? although now things happen between you and her. i believe she will understand it one day? and will return to you as your bestfriend! i may not be able to replace her, but i want you to know. without her, you still have me and only me! (: maybe not, still have.... errrr. i think i shouldnt say! hehe. (: LOVE YOU TO THE MAX UH! :D study hard too yeah, miss you .
I LOVE YOU GIRL! [♥]

not forgetting about you , T....
T,
although i was only starting to get close to you since the beginning of this year, but i never regretted it uh! i really thankyou for also being part of my life. really! youyouyou, did made a big impact in my life, greatly i swear. hmmm, although most of the times you may be with your boyfriend. but yet, you also did spent time with us. you are improving in every area greatly. jiayou jiayou. we shall strive hard for O's alright. you were there to comfort me the past few days without fail. OMG, thankyou . big big thanks alright! i will really listen to what you told me just, not long ago! i will do it, i believe i can do it too!(:
I LOVE YOU![♥]

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