will i feel your hug again?

IT'S A FRIDAY! weeeets, happy. but its getting nearer and nearer to o's and photo-shoot session! D: SCARED! ): wakaka, I MISS YOU suddenly! ): *cry! school today without my sister, if not i would be late! :D heh, bus to school, meet girl at the bus stop! heh, she miss the bus! so she took a cab! heh, but in the end she was there first! :D hahas, poor her. waste her money! :D hmmmmm, school. went through maths paper one. i scored 61 out of 80! HAPPY! but i have alot of careless mistakes! TSK! *Screwed paper, prelims, everything. had some poly-talk thingy! HEH, i am so gonna get into Ngee Ann! :D weeeets, ^^. lunch with girl, homed! :D shall prepare! :D update later! byyezzz.

i am happy, happy that you were there for me yesterday. happy that you were concern about me. you told me not to let my feelings fade, i promise. i swear i did love you more than i expected. but just to say thankyou for being there for me, greatly appreciated! ^^ thinking back about yesterday when he ask me to give him a chance. i didnt wanted to, but i was force to. i am sorry, be angry at me if you really cant take it. i dont know, screwed. how i wish you were there at night with me. so that you could scold him through the phone and tell him not to call. that was what i wish, but if it happen it will just be another fairy tale dream that i have get myself into! D: screaming for you yesterday, hoping you wouldnt leave me there alone. hoping you would call and you really did call. living a life full with regrets, i really dont know what to do? leaving with other girl, i will give you my blessing. CONTROL, i need to put a stop to it. what if you really throw me aside, and leave.? what should i do?! D:

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