i will rather drug my life to get kill,

SCREWED THE DAYS OF THIS WEEK! _l_ i swear whatever good things i did didnt come in return! D: i totally dont understand why i went to believe you when you told me things that night. i feel fucking stupid, like i am a joke to you. to actually believe what you said. you totally just side your girl den me?! what posion did she put in you. i guess, nothing works out now. totally spoil our relationship. I HATE YOU, YOU HATE ME. i cant say anything. i did say that i respect your decision on who you want to be with buy i never say i wont hate that girl. DONT BLAME IT ON ME, you find this trouble yourself. you totally change, and i feel like i totally dont understand and feel about you. maybe that is a good thing to start of by forgetting you. but if one day you would come running back to me, i would hold on to you still. (maybe not, anymore. after this incident!) i put my trust in you and you fucking just broke my trust! I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. you knew i hate people who break my trust, yet you do things and hurt me. FUCK OFF lah, i have nothing to say about you. hope my sucky feelings end soon thanks to you! (not pushing all the blames to you, but just to tell and explain why am i not at fault!) bet you must be that happy now to see me in this state, congratulation. you successfully did it. i am "PROUD" of you. GREAT THANKS UH!

i still love you like i always do,
but you change and my thinking change about you.
but i gotta say that
I STILL LOVE YOU DEEPLY! ♥

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