everything changes, maybe even your heart too.

BAD BAD BAD BAD MOOD! ): My tummy is like freaking pain! ARGH! *stupid tummy to the max! ): school is like getting super boring now uh! ): SUCK! but at least i can go for YOG batmiton ( i think i soell correctly) ! saw ernest today, he came back for the course follow up! :D hahas, so cute lah. DAM FUNNY! at least i did laugh at the second! (: heh, homed. took 139 with eunice . vivien came up from her house bus stop! ): wait, suppose to be (: face. AHAHA, bus to interchange took 167 homed! vivien coming my house study! ): STUPID BENJAMIN, YOU BETTER BRING ME FOR THE MOVIE AND MY SHOPPING TRIP! CAUSE, I NEED IT RIGHT NOW! you asshole. you promise to be there for me de hor, ): I MISS MY DEAR... what should i do now!? super confuse?! shall stop here! byyezzz...

you make me wonder did you even really put your heart into this relationship! )': I SERIOUSLY TOTALLY DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING, you dont call me nor you text me. do you expect me to find out everything from your friends?! you once use brandon name to test out on me and ask me if i love you. my answer was i dont know i dont know! i want you to know the reason why i said this was because not i dont want, but i dont dare to. see what happens if i even put a tiny bit of love with you.? what if i put my wholeheart in, i bet i would feel like dying right now! ): (bet you must be thinking that i am dumb, too bad thats me. you can hate me, you can love me) it's up to you! since no calls, no texts, i just use this like an sms! i am going out with benjamin one of these days, i dont know when. maybe you read my blog, maybe you didnt?! i dont know if you do or is you who find out yourself! but i did say, so i will take it as you know it! is not that i want to go out with him, its just a movie, sometimes you really think too much. if you think that i am going out with him and you dont like it, den why you leave me there alone when i am down. YOU WERE NOT THERE AS YOU PROMISE TO BE THERE FOR ME! ): you dont tell me your problems and everything, i wouldnt know. you are keeping everything to yourself! be it in the end whether we are still together or not, i wouldnt want you to be like this. i ask you one question, DO YOU WANT TO FOLLOW IN YOUR FATHER'S FOOTSTEPS? (not trying to say your daddy but even he dont want you to become like that.) HE IS STILL YOUR DADDY OVERALL EH! plus, i wouldnt want you too! you said you would take care of me, so these is how you take care uh?! D: I DONT WANT THEN, I RATHER I TAKE CARE OF YOU. wouldnt it be better?! ): you know how many times have i being pestering your goodfriend about you, i dont even know if she is sick and tired of hearing it! ): she is always the one putting good remarks about you when you disappear, always the one cheering me up! you say "i love you", i am starting to doubt thats real. PROVE ME WRONG FROM NOW IF YOU THINK YOU MEANT IT FROM YOUR HEART! seriously not the first time shedding tears for you anymore uh! ): i dont want live my life this way with you! ): I DONT WANT TO! i want you to tell me, from now, what should i do! D: MY MIND IS BLANK!

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